Someday Summary | Thoughts | 02/04/20

I wanted to write something a little more personal today mostly because I don't feel any enthusiasm towards products and cosmetics at the moment. 
I feel crap. I've got tonsillitis and for the last five days I have been either on the sofa or in bed, living in smelly pyjamas, watching movies, sleeping and being served food and drinks by my boyfriend....in fact that last part hasn't been so bad. 

Another thing thats been getting me down is my reflection, however I know because I'm unwell there isn't much I can really do about it right now. Just looking at myself wearing baggy clothes and frizzy tangled hair is making me feel like a scruffy potato. I have an urge to get all dressed and maked-up and go out out but obviously with the current situation we can not do that. I'm also finding myself sleeping and staying in bed longer, despite being ill I have no job at the moment due to there not being enough work for me and with that no intent to get up and get dressed.

Yesterday was the first day that I felt almost normal so I got dressed and and went for a walk to the supermarket with my boyfriend. We managed to get oat milk and eggs! which excited me more than I thought it would - never underestimate the power of a good cup o' tea. The walk also did me some good, I felt refreshed and optimistic afterwards, probably because now I can bake a cake!

Thanks for reading if you got this far, I know its not much fun reading negativity. I hope you are doing well and keeping safe.

Vx

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